Thursday, February 16, 2023
Thankful Thursday
Friday, February 10, 2023
yoga sessions, frustrations and gratitude
First Detox to Retox yoga session was successful! Somehow, I managed to fit five people into my apartment without too much stress. I think I could potentially add more person. It would be mat to mat but isn't that how yoga classes used to be? I remember attending numerous classes in Phoenix where this was the case. To avoid too much Claus trophic anxiety, I would try to arrive early and place my mat in one of the corners of the room. Or sometimes near the entry way to avoid having too many people around me. The doorway was strategic. The class was heated and typically the instructor would open the door to release some of the heat which was welcomed by all. I know some people did not love this practice but for me, I loved it. I needed a little reprieve from the heated classroom with the increased humidity.
After the session, we noshed on a few snacks--seven-layer Mediterranean dip, chickpea salad and cucumbers with cream cheese, avocado and everything seasoning (surprisingly really good). Some wine. Tequila. Great conversation. I believe I will host two sessions next month. One will be the equinox session to honor the spring equinox while the other will be a freestyle flow. I should have offered my apartment months ago. Or my friend, Roxie, has hosted a few happy hours at her old apartment. She has offered to host in her home which would be pretty great. It is in a different area of Denver, and she has way more space than I do.
Outside of the yoga, I have been walking more frequently. I handled my car tags (finally). I definitely have anxiety about going to any DMV. I envision long waits and being frustrated. My first attempt to get my tags occurred in December before my temp tags expired. I waited for the title which didn't arrive, and I really didn't know how to proceed.
The gentleman that assisted me was quite kind and helpful. He noted that I could obtain another temp tag at no charge if I returned to where I purchased the vehicle. Easy peasy. The next day, I received notification that the DMV had my title. I could have handled the car tags in December, but I had updated the temp tags through February 2023. Why not wait?
I returned to the DMV on Wednesday, mid-afternoon. I realized that that was not the ideal time to take care of this task. They were backed up and wanted people to check in before 2:30 to ensure assistance. Otherwise, there was no guarantee of being seen that day. I had ten minutes to check in and it seemed highly unlikely to be helped. I chose to return a different day.
Yesterday, no line and friendly older man manning the door. I was seen within three minutes of arriving. I even wrote a check, lol.
I am so thankful for today. There was a podcast clip, earlier, that the host kept saying you can change your life within 30 days if you are thankful. Yet, most people listening to this will forget about saying thank you by this evening. Another thirty percent will forget to practice this by tomorrow morning. Such a simple habit. Say thank you. He suggested expressing gratitude when you are stopped at a red light. Be thankful instead of frustrated. You are alive.
Only a reminder as I learned today of a friend's passing. A young woman. Honestly, I do not know her exact age. Only that she had two small daughters and had relocated to Kansas last year to be closer to her family and support. She passed in her sleep. It is tragic, sad and difficult to process.
I am planning on trying out the habit of saying thank you. Discover how my life changes in positive ways.
Saturday, February 4, 2023
Saturday thoughts
Happy Saturday! It is a gorgeous day in Denver. Sun is shining bright. So many people are outdoors, walking and basking in the sunshine.
Yoga was fire! A few people but great energy and flow. Afterwards, we chitchatted, enjoyed mimosas and watched the KU game. Well. That was brief. The game was shitty, and I knew from experience of being a fan that they were likely taking an L today. I stopped watching and was present for the conversation that was unfolding around me. We tried to avoid the rabbit hole, but it isn't easy. Current events, politics, tv shows, a balloon.... we kept returning to the negative conspiracy driven space.
The conversation evolved into potential new zodiac signs. What? I have not heard anything of that particular discussion. And it doesn't make much sense. The time periods are all over the place. Perhaps they are more indicative of characteristics of people. I need to research more before I commit to being a Virgo for the time period of six weeks.
I returned home and reheated my garlic noodles. This dish is going into my rotation of what I feel confident preparing for myself. I almost always have ginger, garlic, honey, soy sauce on hand. Scallions have found a way into my daily juice (I juice daily. The juicer is the best gift I have received in the last year) and I have purple cabbage in my fridge currently. Delightful dish and easy to put together. I am trying to expand my culinary familiarity. The convenience of dining out or ordering take out is too easy. Reliable. However, the quality is no longer that great. I know what I am sacrificing for convenience. Quality. Being in control of what I put in my body.
When is the last time you have dined our and the server or bartender actually pours your bottle of wine the entirety of your experience? What happened to suggest that wine pouring was no longer a part of the experience?
Some might argue covid-19 happened. Yet, we have been recovering from that the last year and a half. Restaurants re-opened, wearing masks lessened, touching people increased. Humanity, kindness, gratitude returned.
Let's all try to be kinder to our fellow humans. Stop. Take a breath before reacting to inconveniences. Smile. I suppose I am writing this month for myself to make this a habit for me. Take a beat before reacting. Always operate from kindness/positivity. And recognize the bull shit that is making its way into your life. More on that later.
However, you choose, enjoy this beautiful day. It is awesome outside!
Friday, February 3, 2023
Routines, commitment and gratitude
Be kind. Gratitude post. Opportunity to promote kindness, graciousness, sharing.
What are you thankful for today? I managed a walk around City Park which I have been successfully neglecting the last week. The snow has not helped. It's been a huge nuisance and motivator to keep me indoors. Tuesday, I ventured out to put up fliers and handle some upcoming yoga classes. Walking out of my alleyway and was aware of the snow. Out of nowhere, I ended up flat on my ass! Infuriating! I sat up, confused and incredulous.
Thankfully, the temperatures are increasing and enabling snow melt. I intend to return to my routine of walking City Park. It gives me time to listen to podcasts, reflect on things that are working in my life and consider how I can improve daily. Movement is medicine. And your health is your number one asset. Some people might argue that finances are more important. Yet, think about it this way--you can have mountains of money but if you aren't healthy, you cannot enjoy it.
I listened to a podcast, earlier, about routine and habit. The guest speaker noted that he was up, daily by 5 am. At which point, he would get movement and mindfulness. Mindfulness wasn't necessary guided meditation. Rather, the opportunity to go inwards while running or enjoying his coffee. I thought about my morning rituals. Wake up. Lemon water, use my juicer and make coffee. I always make my bed and clean the juicer before sitting down to enjoy the juice. I also take vitamins/supplements. I have been spacing them out through the day to avoid the vitamin overload. You know? That slightly nauseous feeling that takes time to shake. I am not a huge fan of feeling yucky. Spacing out the vitamins throughout the day has helped.
There are other things in my life that I could improve on. I hope to create more of that balance in my life. I tend to be excessive with friends or when I go to Santa Fe. My routine could definitely improve. More to-do lists established at night. Setting me up for the most success instead of floundering or choosing to play hooky. It is way too easy.
My bathroom door is finally getting fixed. It's only been eight and a half months. I am patient about most things when it comes to my apartment. I find it easier to avoid then talk to my landlord. She means well (I want to believe this) but is not the best executor of plans. I have several examples. When I first moved in and she entered my apartment without my permission, proceeded to take my toilet apart and tell me that I could ask my neighbors if I could use their bathroom when I needed to go. It took a week for them to replace the toilet. I stayed with Sara Jo during that chaotic time. Or the time she entered my apartment at 6 am on a Monday since she couldn't sleep. My downstairs neighbor had called her about a leak in his apartment on Sunday. Instead of contacting me on Sunday, she took it upon herself to walk into my apartment at 6 a.m. It totally violated my privacy and freaked me out. I still have visions of what that could have been.
I am thankful it is getting fixed. Along with the washer, the front door and a few other projects. I think she lacks the desire to stay with the upkeep required of being a building manager. Still, thankful for today.
As mentioned above, I need to get back on a better routine. Walking daily. Or running. Journaling. Meditating. Taking time for reflection and opportunities to improve. Truly making it my best life.
Day number one of walking city park. I am determined to keep it going. In spite of choices, I make. I am committed to my health and gratitude. Make it a great day and beginning to your weekend~