Thursday, July 28, 2022

Returning from my mini break

Leaning into the life that you want....starting to make space for it.  I love that I am listening to a podcast today, perusing pinterest for yoga marketing ideas and contemplating my next moves.  I cannot believe that I was blogging, frequently, and making progress with it to completely drop it.  Why?

Today, I will make an effort to return to the structure of blogging daily.  I enjoy it.  Maybe I have been floundering a little bit.  It is challenging to stay the course when money seems stagnant.  Or, maybe not stagnant but ever changing.  Clients vacation, have illness, loss in the family, injury and changing schedules.  I believe I will be fine.  Actually, I know this.  However, as schedules continue to change, I sometimes question if I am on the right path.

It is true that the WHY is the most important thing to determine when you choose to do your own thing.  Of course, it is always easier to return to your comfort zone.  I could easily return to the restaurant industry tomorrow, full time.  Yet, it is not what I want to be doing.  I want to be working for myself, sharing my love of yoga and meeting new people.  I have always been a connector but I want to elevate that.  I truly want to connect people who would never meet in any other circumstance without attending a yoga class. I am sure I could explain it in another way.  I like that I attract an eclectic mix of people who meet and make connections.  There.  That sounds better.

What is next?  There are so many resources out there to figure out how to continue on this path.  I have arranged a pop up in Denver and Santa Fe, monthly.  It is gaining momentum and it feels great.  It takes planning, effort and consistency.  I must stay committed to the discipline of what I need to be doing.  Reading more.  Teaching.  Blogging.  Creating content and continuing to learn.  Be authentic and genuine.  I know these things but I still go slow with what I am doing.  I must think bigger.

I have hesitated to handle my website.  I have a free website being designed.  The hesitation is the content that I want on it.  It is all on me.  I will stop being stagnant.  

Sorry this is a little of a rant.  I need a creative outlet and have forgotten how much I enjoy blogging.  My summer has been wonderful.  Many trips to Santa Fe.  Lunches at La Choza, pop up park yoga, meeting new people.  Building my business and planting seeds.  

Thank you for enabling me to vent and be a little nonsensical.  I am going to lean into the life that I want.  It is time.

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