Monday, November 25, 2013
I continue to reflect on what is important (imperative) to make my life grand. Travel (obviously), good food, friends. In some ways, my new job choice is great--I refrain from overspending as I try to live within my means. I am doing more with less. However, moving forward, the travel thing is making me antsy. I must do it. I don't want to be handcuffed to a house, to a job, to a decision. I flail between what is okay and what is absolutely making me crazy. My new job is informative, exciting and different. There are times, though, when I am extremely sensitive to my performance. I am task oriented. Capable and efficient to a fault. Yet, when multiple tasks are vomited on me, I get distracted and irritated. I just want to make it work.
I hope to travel for christmas. Ideally, a flight to Denver would be fantastic. I shopped flights, today, and it is still manageable. Then, I think, if I take off time, then, how willing will my job be to accommodate my 2014 schedule? Will they let me road trip to Santa Fe in January like I have decided I am doing? Or, will they give me grief about Vegas in February?
I must be smart about my trips. I intend to see this through. There is yoga teacher training in March that inspires me. I did skip my class this morning due to lack of sleep/motivation. Tomorrow is a new day and I see myself in class.
I had a random dream last night....I sang the National Anthem at a sporting event. I have no idea what motivated that dream. I am not a a confident singer. Sure, I sing in my car, in the shower, to myself...but rarely, ever, in public. It just isn't my thing.
I think of what it meant or where my life is heading. There has been and continues to be a lesson in Phoenix. I am staying true to this course while dreaming of more travel. I know that the transition needs to occur unless I choose to open my own restaurant, yoga studio. bed and breakfast, etc....all interests of mine. All travel related too.
I digress. It's been a long day and tomorrow is a new day. Yoga will refresh before retail therapy of others demands my attention. It is going to be a great day!