Slowly getting things organized and figured out. I procrastinate way too much. I excel at this. It is kind of scary.
This morning, I woke up, meditated, did fifteen sun salutations before walking a nearby park. Thankfully, I opted to walk this morning instead of trying to squeeze it in this afternoon. For one thing, it's much colder. Oh, and it's snowing. This morning I snuck in a walk before my first session of the day. In addition to the walk, I listened to a podcast about manifestation and angel numbers. Do you even find yourself looking at your cell phone and it is 11:11? Or 1:11? 4:44? Recurring numbers. I am constantly stimulated by sequences and how I am feeling when I see the number. The podcast had a little guidance as to why I am seeing these numbers.
As I process that, I realize that it allows me to delay some of the admin stuff I am hoping to achieve. I did give myself a hard boundary to have it completed by. What do they say--give yourself a month to clean your house and it take a month. Give yourself 3 days and it will take three days. I am hoping that this is true. I need to get some information back to my accountant. It is hanging over my head.
In addition, I am trying to assess my mindset about money. I think it is improving and then wake up in the middle of the night to stress dreams. I forced myself to pay my credit card hoping to alleviate some of that unnecessary anxiety. The subconscious mind is incredibly powerful. Some guided meditations are helping. I listened to one, specifically last night, about manifesting abundance and money. I think I heard five minutes of it before falling asleep. Maybe something helped? More than likely I will need to try it again.
I have reached out to several of my friends regarding investing and finance. I have been embarrassed by my lack of knowledge but realize that I am not alone in this. Why are we not teaching finance in schools? Or being in control of your finances and having a healthy relationship with money? I am taking steps to get better acquainted and confident in my choices. I am considering investing in robinhood--I like the idea of fractional shares. Definitely would help with diversification. Or there are other platforms that are worth checking out. I need to decide what my best course of action is. I cannot be forced into making a rash decision. I will definitely have anxiety dreams!
It is snowing in Denver. What a way to quick start this holiday weekend? Staying inside and on the couch, lol. I agreed to work tonight so I will be venturing outside shortly. I am thankful for whatever opportunity arises tonight. I feel lucky!
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